“The Best Defense is a Good Offense:” LGBTQ+ Archival Research Week 6

Halina Reijn’s Bodies Bodies Bodies (2022) is a horror comedy focusing on a group of Gen Z 20-somethings, many of whom were queer. Unlike many other films in the genre that explore supernatural elements, Bodies emphasizes the horrors that arise from the human mind. A piece of our exhibit that we are trying to implement is Conner Habib’s Hawk Mountain, a best selling commentary on the dangers of community. While it may seem counterintuitive to include in our community outreach project, featuring a valid rebuttal creates a complexity that is often excluded from LGBTQ+ spaces. Conner’s novel expresses intra-communities tensions, similar to how Bodies displays community-driven conflict between three queer women. For our team, we believe that the “best defense” to critiques of community is “a good offense” in making sure that we provide a platform for diverse thought.

In regards to the work we did this sixth week at Mountaintop, we switched our focus from familiarizing ourselves with the archives to finalizing the exhibit. We settled on a narrative that will act as the connecting thread between panels, pitched two separate potential physical themes, and began creating mock panels through Canva. Below is a day-by-day list stating what tasks we completed each work day, the bolded bullet representing the most important task.

07/10/23

  • Delineated tasks for the day
  • Drafted and sent emails to our press conference invitees
  • Drafted exhibition texts
  • Went through the Transgender Publications in-person at the archives
  • Finished blogs for Mountaintop

07/11/23

  • Sent out drag emails to our contact list
  • Created visual art contact list
  • Finished exhibition text drafts
    • Love poetry
    • Grief poetry
    • Drag
    • Visual Art
    • Community
  • Created two more sample concepts in Canva

07/12/23

  • Productive meeting with Mary
    • Shared the full narrative draft
    • Pitched two different exhibit designs and got feedback
    • Relayed information about Carmen’s agent getting back to us
  • Made one mock pop art panel each

07/13/23

  • Shared pop art panel designs
  • Emailed the Digital Media Studio (DMS) about schedule a training for me & Lauren
  • Prepared for press conference
  • Created another pop art design idea each
  • Attended Steve Garguilo’s “What is a Cultivator?” talk

07/14/23

  • Finish weekly blog posts
  • Practiced press conference presentation as a team
  • Attended press conference # 2
  • Presented during our designated time frame during press conference # 3

Looking forward to next week, we plan to pick a pop art theme for panels and choose the archival materials that will be featured in the exhibit. Furthermore, Lauren and I will be following up with DMS to schedule training for the lights and cameras for Carmen Maria Machado’s oral history. Below I have attached pictures of our work week. Thanks for reading!

“We’ve Got Some Bad News:” LGBTQ+ Archival Research Week 5

What does the thriller drama Missing (2023) and the Bradbury-Sullivan LGBT archives have in common? At least one thing, surprisingly. First and most important, something is, well, missing. In the movie, the protagonist’s mother does not return from a vacation, and there is an absence of information to aid in figuring out why she disappeared; meanwhile the Bradbury-Sullivan archives are predominantly representative of the experiences of cisgender, white, gay men—thus leaving out many QTPOC voices and experiences. Our team hopes to diversify the archives by building a contact list of different bodies and collecting materials and memorabilia from them.

In regards to the work we did this fifth week at Mountaintop, we began the transition from exploring, documenting, and sorting archival material in favor of entering the first few steps of drafting the actual exhibition itself. We decided that the panels would be grouped by modality and color, though after a meeting with our advisor we realized that we were still missing the “through-line;” we therefore spent some time drafting ideas. Below is a day-by-day list stating what tasks we completed each work day, the bolded bullet representing the most important task.

07/03/23

  • Continued InDesign tutorial
  • Collecting questions for meeting with Mary
    • Linked files
    • Made our past week digestible
    • Worked on DJ top 10 playlist
  • Continued online archival research

07/04/23

  • Day off for the holiday

07/05/23

  • Polished Google Slides for weekly League Meeting
  • Attended League Meeting
  • Productive meeting with Mary
  • Wrote and sent responses to Carmen Maria Machado and Conner Habib about archival material collection
  • Sent Mary a template for contacting potential donors associated with the LV Gay Men’s Chorus
  • Began drafting potential panels for the exhibition
  • Continued InDesign tutorial

07/06/23

  • Based on Mary’s feedback, we worked as a team to map out two potential through-lines for our exhibition: resistance and community. For each, we considered the specific forces that each art form pushes back against, as well as the particular benefits of local community art versus national media for each category 
  • Created a working list of potential panel topics with resistance throughlines and regional community
    • Introductory panel:
      • Introduce the through-line narrative connecting all the different artistic modalities 
    • Music (3 panels) 
      • ACCO: 
        • Resistance: Explicitly an effort to push back against misogyny in music history by highlighting the works (historical and contemporary) of women composers. 
        • Regional community: The group connected with other local organizations and also provided a sense of ‘found family’ among members — something that had to be hyperlocal in order to function in the way that it did. 
      • Gay Men’s Chorus: TBD
      • Clubbing Music/Role of the Local DJ 
        • Resistance: Combats ideologies of sex negativity. 
        • Regional community: The DJ acts as a mediator between national culture and local spots by curating playlists, taking requests, and publishing top song lists. 
    • Drag (2 panels) 
      • Resistance: Drag is a radical act of self expression that pushes back against all forms of gender normativity, expectations, and restrictions. It is one of the most visible aspects of queer community that has been targeted by conservative organizations. 
      • Regional community: Local shows provide the queer community an opportunity to attend live drag shows: to participate in them in an embodied sense that cannot be captured through watching Ru Paul. It is telling that local drag culture continues to be less assimilable than national programming.
  • Comics (2 panels) 
    • Resistance: Comics use multiple forms of satire to engage in intercommunity political commentary & intracommunity demolition of stereotypes. 
    • Regional community: The comics published in local newspapers respond to events impacting community members in real time—a phenomenon that cannot be recreated just by reading famous cartoon strips like Garfield.
  • Narrative (2 panels) 
    • Carmen Maria Machado 
      • Resistance: Carmen Maria Machado’s memoir takes a stance against purposeful archival absence. 
      • Regional community: Having an author from the Allentown region take on prominence in the greater literary scene allows for a broadening of recognizable queer aesthetics. 
    • Conner Habib
      • Resistance: Hawk Mountain can be read as an affront to overly simplistic narratives of progress or shiny, It Gets Better stories. This is important because it provides catharsis and ongoing space of critique for those who it has not ‘gotten better’ for. 
      • Regional community: An author like Conner Habib speaking about this region will provide a necessary component to the picture we’ll try to paint about this place, highlighting the complex nature of community and potential isolation that can continue on an individual level. 
  • Visual Art (1 panel)
    • Resistance: Visual art insists on the beauty of lives that have been denigrated. 
    • Regional community: The support of local artists allows the community to financially support itself. In addition, local visual artists play an important role in influencing local change (for example, the portraits for the marriage act project) 
  • Blank Community Panels (2) 
  • Distributed labor for first drafts of panel texts and possible designs in each category

07/07/23

  • In-person archival research, looking specifically at:
    • Scanning Stephen Libby photographs
    • Boxes for Miscellaneous Trans Publications
    • Combing through undigitized editions of Above Ground for art
  •  Mountaintop blog reflections
  • Continue drafting panel text for assigned sections

07/08/23

  • Attended first-Saturday tabling event at the Bradbury-Sullivan center
    • Acquired the contact of a young artist planning to create art based on the exhibition
    • Strengthened interpersonal connections between current Mountaintop fellows and Bradbury-Sullivan staff

Looking forward to next week, we plan to fully shift from archival research to exhibition drafting. We plan to have a fully-fleshed out narrative/through-line to be approved by Professor Foltz for our next meeting (Wednesday the 12th), and hopefully have a few physical panel designs to pitch. Below I have attached pictures of our work week. Thanks for reading!

“May I Have This Dance:” LGBTQ+ Archival Research Week 4

X (2022)’s strange sequel, Pearl (2022), explores the sexual rebellion of a repressed, poor, farm girl. Pearl’s capacity for violence is fueled by a lack of genuine love from anyone in her life, and she “only experiences love when her actions align with the expectations of others. She is loved for the utility of her gender and only in the way that others choose to recognize it. When she attempts to use her sexuality to fulfill her desires, she finds punishment or abandonment.” This movie resonated with me on more than just a feminist level, though; I also felt as though the demonization of Pearl’s sexuality was akin to experiences of LGBTQ+ people. Pearl seeking pleasure in a cornfield with a scarecrow may be just as jarring to some as when two consenting same-sex people seek pleasure in one another. The character of Pearl represents what a lack of community/support for a person exploring sexuality, queer or otherwise, may do to a person. (Not driving them to violence, but preventing them from reaching their fullest potential or, even, happiness.) In the archives this week, the team looked at many LGBTQ+ events hosted from the ‘90s on. These events are important because they foster community building and offer individuals support if they feel alone. This is, in my opinion, what pride is for. Below is a day-by-day list stating what tasks we completed each work day, the bolded bullet representing the most important task.

06/26/23

  • Continued InDesign tutorial
  • Made slides for tomorrow’s League Meeting
  • Continued digital archival research
  • Brainstormed new subject headings for exhibition
  • Created a rough mock-up of arrangement for panels 

06/27/23

  • Attended League Meeting
  • Contacted Stacie Brennan for meeting on arrangement options
  • Continued digital archival research, sorting finds into working categories: queer love, LGBT health, humor, storytelling, grief, resiliency, and pride
  • Traveled to the Bradbury Sullivan center to survey the space and to see the current art exhibition

06/28/23

  • Continued digital archival research 
  • Traveled to Muhlenberg to the in-person archival collection
  • Updated our community partner (Susan) on the current WordPress website, our status on the collection drives, current plans for the exhibition, and contact with authors 

06/29/23

  • Continued digital archival research and sorting into groupings
  • Partway through the day, due to air quality we switched to working virtually
  • Depending on individual goals, we were: doing archival research, finishing the inDesign tutorial, or writing our personal blogs for Mountaintop 

06/30/23

  • Continued digital archival research 
  • Attended Mountaintop meeting
  • Continued InDesign tutorial

Looking forward to next week, we hope to wrap up our digital and archival research. Below I have attached pictures of our work week. Thanks for reading!

“Yesterday Belongs to Us:” LGBTQ+ Archival Research Week 3

Continuing the theme of quoting a movie I watched this week for the title of my blog posts, this week’s quote comes from Indiana Jones and the Dials of Destiny (2023). While I personally enjoyed the film, I couldn’t help but think that I too would love to use Archimedes’ Antikythera to go back in time and see what the life of the average LGBTQ+ person in the Lehigh Valley was like. The LGBTQ+ community as a whole lost so many stories and people to the AIDS crisis, and I wish that there was a way to connect with all of those lives that were cut short. That, in my opinion, is where archival research comes in: it pays tribute to those of the past while reaffirming the current members of the community that they are not alone.

In regards to the work we did this third week at Mountaintop, we buckled down and really devoted ourselves to our work so that we could get ahead. We drafted and sent emails to local yet internationally recognized writers Carmen Maria Machado and Conner Habib (and heard back, both showing their interest in our project!), created a timeline with tasks we want to have completed by the end of the summer, and continued in-person archival research. Below is a day-by-day list stating what tasks we completed each work day, the bolded bullet representing the most important task.

06/19/23

  • Day off for the holiday

06/20/23

  • Prepared Google Slides for Weekly League Check-In
  • Attended and presented Google Slides in Weekly League Check-In
  • Revised drag photo drive proposal with feedback from Robin & Susan
  • Sent emails to local, famous LGBTQ+ authors (to potentially gain archival material, set up oral history interviews, etc.)
    • Conner Habib
    • Carmen Maria Machado
  •  Generated archival narrative questions to answer
  • Discussed general concerns about workplace environment and how to overcome them
  • Continued ongoing archival research
  • Prepared tasks for the next work day

06/21/23

  • Finalized narrative “elevator pitch”
  • Met for a productive meeting with Mary
  • Created a timeline (with due dates) for “big picture” tasks
  • Sorted and shared completed archival work
    • Digitized & non-digitized

06/22/23

  • Got in contact with Mary
    • Updated her on our approved timeline
    • Sent link to Drag show that the team wants to attend in order to collect archival material
  •  Shared archival research with one another
  • Brainstormed common threads between archival materials
    • Potential headings for exhibit
  •  Added “Amending Allentown” exhibit to the WordPress website
    • Spent time with formatting to make it aesthetically pleasing and accessible

06/23/23

  • Continued in-person archival research at Muhlenberg
  • Sent an email to a local, famous LGBTQ+ person (to potentially gain archival material, set up oral history interviews, etc.)
    • Alix Olson
  •  Sent an email to Robin in regards to the team aiding in two in-person collection drives
    • July 8th & August 5th

Looking forward to next week, we plan to delve further into the archives (both digitally and in-person), think about the threads tying our exhibit together, and travel to the Bradbury-Sullivan center to gauge the space we will use once our exhibit is live. Below I have attached pictures of our work week. Thanks for reading!

“Anyone Can Cook:” LGBTQ+ Archival Research Week 2

The quote “anyone can cook” is one of the key takeaways from Disney’s 2007 film Ratatouille, and from what I have discovered from being a part of this particular Mountaintop project is that like cooking, anyone can be an artist, too. Artistic expression is often viewed as elitist and inaccessible, but the Bradbury-Sullivan LGBT archives have taught me that this is not the case. My team and I have encountered poorly-drawn comics and simplistic poetry, and even if they are not conventionally good, they still make us feel, which is one of the key points of art in the first place. It also challenges the notion of what “good” art is.

In regards to the work we did this second week at Mountaintop, the team really came together to rise to the occasion of putting together an exhibit. We strove to familiarize ourselves with one another, the archival material, and our short-term goals. Below is a day-by-day list stating what tasks we completed each work day, the bolded bullet representing the most important task.

06/12/23

  • Prepared Google Slides for Weekly League Check-In
  • Drafted proposal for exhibition drag collection drive 
  • Brainstormed potential narratives for the exhibition
  • Contacted Muhlenberg to confirm in-person archival research days
  • Continued ongoing archival research
  • Participated in Question Formulaic Technique (QFT) workshop
  • Prepared tasks for the next work day

06/13/23

  • Connected with Rob Weidman in order to create a WordPress website
  • Scheduled in-person meeting at EWFM 523 for this upcoming Thursday at 1pm
  • Connected with Haidan Hu in order to draft LinkedIn pride post
  • Attended League 1 weekly check-in (& presented)
  • Brainstormed exhibition names
  • Worked with LTS on setting up Adobe InDesign on our laptops
  • Continued digital archival research

06/14/23

  • Prioritized tasks for the work day
  • Began InDesign Beginner Tutorial via Learnit Training on Youtube
  • Met with Mary to discuss: the goals of the WordPress site, the existing draft of the drag photo collection drive, and narrative structures for the exhibition 
  • Through our discussion, we tentatively agreed to a way to structure multiple art modalities in the exhibition underneath thematic/issue-based headings 
  • Continued in-person archival research at Muhlenberg 

06/15/23

  • Quick interview with Haidan Hu (social media manager for Mountaintop)
  • Continued digital archival research on regional LGBTQ+ publications
  • Met with Rob Wiedman to build skeleton of wordpress site for the project
  • Revised the proposal for the Drag Photo Collection based on Mary’s feedback

06/16/23

  • Continued in-person archival research at Muhlenberg 
  • Sent draft of the Drag Photo Collection proposal to community partners (Robin, Susan, Tiersa) 
  • Communicated project update for the first two weeks to Susan at Muhlenberg 
  • Provided mission statement to Haidan Hu for LinkedIn Post

Looking forward to next week, we plan to take Monday off in celebration of Juneteenth but will hit the ground running come Tuesday. We hope to get in contact with internationally recognized artists from the Lehigh Valley (authors Carmen Maria Machado and Conner Habib), add past exhibitions to our website, and continue our ongoing archival research at Muhlenberg. Below I have attached pictures of our work week. Thanks for reading!

“Fortune and Glory, Kid:” LGBTQ+ Archival Research Week 1

“[Archival research] is the search for fact, not truth…so forget any ideas you’ve got about lost cities, exotic travel, and digging up the world. We do not follow maps to buried treasure, and ‘X’ never, ever, marks the spot. [Most archival work] is done in a library. Research. Reading.” This quote is joyfully ironic in its original context—Spielberg’s Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade (1989)—when the title character speaks it before partaking in yet another dangerous adventure, but this quote resonated with me in regards to my work at mountaintop. Despite the fact that archival work has not led me in the same path as the fictional Jones’ (searching for the lost ark, escaping from a temple of doom, drinking from the Holy Grail to gain immortality, etc.), the work I am doing with the Bradbury-Sullivan LGBTQ+ Archives is extremely fulfilling and exciting for me.

The process of creating an exhibition with community archival materials is strenuous, though the team has already risen to the occasion. Our goal is to have a completed exhibition draft/sketch by the end of the two weeks, and we have already settled on an idea. Below I have documented the day-by-day tasks we completed in order to meet our goal (the bolded points are the ones I believe to be the most important of each given day):

06/05/23

  • Completed mountaintop orientation
  • Presented Google Slides
  • Allegedly gave one of the best presentations
  • Started brainstorming exhibition ideas
  • Connie explained the previous team’s project, Amending Allentown

06/06/23

  • Drafted a proposal
  • Productive meeting with Mary
    • Pitched aforementioned proposal to Mary
  • Secured funding source for our associate, Connie
  • Structured Google Drive folders
  • Re-prioritized collections to look at
  • Divided work
  • Created questions for Susan/Robin
  • Made contact with LTS for Adobe InDesign support
  • Began to organize archival research
  • Conceptualized overarching goals for the week
  • Sorted priorities for next work day

06/07/23

  • Generated exhibition ideas (aided by artificial intelligence resources)
  • Created and began working on our team’s website domain
  • Set up personal WordPress blogs to weekly present progress
  • Sorted priorities for next work day

06/08/23

  • Finalized our exhibition pitch to our community partner
  • Continued digital archival research
  • Pitched exhibition idea to our community partner; and got approved!

06/09/23

  • Sorted priorities for the day
  • Extensive in-person archival research
  • Reported our week’s progress to our advisor

The value of the work that we have done is in growing familiar with the materials in the archive in order to discern which narrative gaps we need to fill. For example, we have realized that there is a lack of content in regards to BIPOC queer and trans people, colored photos, and drag kings. We will hopefully assist in material collection drives in order to grow the archive as well as create the best possible story of the lives of LGBTQ+ individuals in the Lehigh Valley.

Although the LGBTQ+ archival work at Muhlenberg is much different than the STEM projects encompassing most of Mountaintop’s summer program, our project is no less important in changing the world for the better. By means of the team drafting a proposal that was then green lighted by our community partner, we are taking off running. There’s a lot of work to be done, but there’s a lot to look forward to!

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